Devious Journal Entry

APPEARANCE
[] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I've had/have braces.
[] I have more than two piercings.
[] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.

EMBARRASSMENT
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.( >> SHUTIT )
[] I've laughed 'til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

HEALTH
[] I've gotten stitches.
[] Broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I've had serious surgery.
[] I've had chicken pox.

TRAVELING
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've driven / ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Cuba.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Ottawa.
[] I've gone to Sudbury.
[] I've been to the Caribbean.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Florida.

EXPERIENCES
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny-dipping. O_o
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a musical.
[] I've caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.

RELATIONSHIPS
[] I'm single. ...
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[] I don't believe in love

HONESTY/CRIME
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out.
[x] I've lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.

DEATH AND SUICIDE
[] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone/something dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide before.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.

MATERIALISM
[] I own over 5 rap CD's.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.(I wouldn't say unhealthy, but I do love anime/manga...)
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collected comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie

RANDOM
[x] I can sing well.
[] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily
[x] I watch the news.
[x] Don't kill bugs/don't like to (I don't like to)
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[] I care about grammar.
[] I love spam.
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.(red)
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish. DX
[x] I like white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.( surtin someone talked about it and i started doing it  -_-; )
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.(im good with numbers ^^ yet im not good at math >>)
[] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All my answers were totally honest

PEOPLE -
[] ask if I'm anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[] say I'm skinny
[x] say I'm ugly
[ ] say I'm pretty
[x] spread rumors about me (I'M NOT BI DAmnI T!)
[] force me to eat
[] say I eat too much
[] wish I'd eat more
[] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic

FAMILY -
[] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've had children.
[] I've lost a child.

RELATIONSHIPS -
[] I'm single (...)
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date. (didn't exactly have a choice)
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[x] I've cheated in a relationship.
[] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY -
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.(thats what ons are for 1 XD jk jk)
[] I have kissed a stranger.

BAD TIMES -
[x] I've consumed alcohol.(....)_
[] I regularly drink.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression at some point
[x] I shut others out when I'm upset.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying
[x] I've lost weight
[] I've gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
x] I'm at my thinnest
[] I'm at my biggest
[x] I've lost weight and kept it off
[] I've lost weight but gained it back
[] My weight affects my mood
[] I weigh myself daily
[] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[] I thrive on compliments
[] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[] I feel happy when I'm hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I've skipped a meal
[x] I've thrown food away
[x] I've spat food out( someone freakin punched me in the back and it hurt like hell x.x)
[] I've taken diet pills
[] I've used laxatives
[] I've purged
[x] I exercise
[] I exercise so I can eat
[] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[] I exercise to counteract eating
[] I've fainted from exhaustion( i almost did  because my coach ....)

I'VE DONE -
[] Weed
[] Cigarettes
[] Alcohol
[] Diet pills
[] Pain killers
[] Anti-depressants
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Mushrooms
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] Other
[] I keep my eating habits a secret
[] I have a diet blog
[] I look at thinspo
[] I collect thinspo
[] I'm doing this for me
[] I'm doing this for someone
[] I'm doing this to prove myself